So grrr. Ya just grrrrr. Went to meet with my sperm-donors attorney today since he is being a douche. On the 23rd my mom and I have to go to the house and get all of our stuff which is get this..packed up by him and his whore. So help me God if that bastard broke any of my Tae Kwon Do trophies or let hi's whores niece mess up any of my collectors dolls and toys. I have 7 years of life in that room and I will blow a gasket it something is missing or damaged since I wasn't really welcome in the house. I swear I am going to show up somewhere he's at one day with either my actual or a stand-in g/f just to piss him off. His attorney did seem to be appaled at the fact the he isn't paying my school like he's supposed to...or half my medical..or anything else for that matter. He says he's going to talk to him and try to get him to pay. He actually seemed concerned on my part. Whatev, its just another thing that my father will hold against me I'm sure and blame my mother for, but thats just par for the course now. I mean its not like my father can deny me. I am a fucking carbon copy of him. Seriously. Even his attorney was shocked at how much I look like him. Aren't I just lucky. But ya his attorney told me to call him if I ever needed anything and he would try to help me. Idk. >.< Grrr. Ok enough ranting on that..its so not helping my migraine. This weekend has just been f'ed. I had to come home and go straight to watching my bro. Don't get me wrong I love the kid I really do, but hell I was an only child for 19 years. It still pisses me off that its automatically expected of me to watch him when I come home even if I have school work to get done or have to work. It pisses me off since his mom lives with us and only works part-time. Hell I go to school full time, work part time, have extra-cirrucular activities, AND I have to help watch Christian. Something is off about that. The only bright spot for the weekend is that Christian's mom asked me to be his godmother as the one she named when he was born isn't someone she wants around her son. So happy there. But overall just blah. Guess it doesn't help that I'm PMSing through all of this and fighting with my boss about my salary. Well I am off to go do something that will relieve stress...perhaps read fanfics or play PS3. Whatev. Ttyl everyone.
Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: 'I'm Not Okay' -- My Chemical Romance